what is there m0re to say. ppl hate me, hate my blog. why should i continue posting. My life is in turmoil. everything is my fault. every wrong is created by me. maybe when i grow up i can go be maid. get ordered by ppl ard the whole day yea? ytd slp at 4. so tired. ndp training tire us all out. these 2 days my backbone hurts. dunno fer wad reas0n also. my sports shoes also spoil. have to wear another pair which is so uncomfortable, tight and ugly. `suKx. today got back science test. my marks are like shit. and furthermore theres 1 idiotic question where i think i deserve the mark,and its not only me who is innocent and answered that question dat way. some others also did dat. so innocent, but teacher also don give us the mark. tryin so hard to pull up my marks, but whats the use? still a B3. i really feel like giving up. cant even hit the clz average. wtf is this. im damn stupid. still have so much homewk havent do. my brain stuck already. dun even know how to do. toady supposed to haf npcc trainin. but dunno why supposed to start at 3. in the end the ma'am very late still nv come, we all pon trainin lor. in the end all the sirs also go off, den training canceled. make me wait so long fer nth. `waste of time. anyway i trying to save up $$, but how to save??? spend on exam pads, graph paper, pens, rulers, all dat stuff. im broke! haix den from 9-11 i was trying to slp, but so many friends keep calling every 5-10 min. in the end cannot slp at all. now so tired, fustrated, and havent touched a single piece of homework. `damn depressed. btw guy that scolded me, u happy right? freak me out. n0w i really w0nder why was i ever b0rn. even my br0 is ordering me ard, shout shout shout as if im his maid. wad crap is dis? my world is gonna collapse in no time. `i sUk.
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